2005 Top Ten List

Top Ten List 2005

1. Rather than purchase a 20 ft. monster truck to crush all cars on (*******), we decided to move closer to Lee’s office in (*******). Please note our new address.

2. Surprisingly, despite Lee’s felonious record (remember the Incredible Shark Tooth Necklace Caper 1992?), The Chinese Government has approved us to adopt a daughter. We hope to travel to bring her home in spring 2006.

3. In financial news, Huggies (HGZ) stock dropped 30% in April 2005. Reputable analysts attribute this sharp decline to the amazing simultaneous potty training of Luke and Laine.

4. Recent family polling reveals that Jake is now funnier than Bill Cosby. In interviews, the four foot tall funny man attributes his growth in funniness to his increasing repertoire of inane knock-knock jokes, a wide range of funny faces, and “the greatest audience this side of the border.”

5. Ryan was awarded a Fall Soccer Virtue Award in the St. Jude’s Kindergarten program. Coaches especially noted how Ryan would always offer a hand to help up a downed player, after he had mowed them down on the way to score yet another goal.

6. Sadly, Tracy failed in her numerous attempts to conquer the infamous Mt. Laundry this year. In her defense she claims that external conditions, such as Laine’s determination to change her clothes no less than three times a day, added to the growth of Mt. Laundry and set new record highs. Plus, the clothes themselves are just getting bigger!

7. Thanksgiving week we traveled to the Blue Farm in Hans Creek, West Virginia with extended family. Much fun was had, including but not limited to: a snowball fight, learning about cow patties, eating lots of cookies but not very much turkey, and playing card games.

8. Lainey enjoys playing dress up in her princess costumes and can sometimes persuade Luke to join in too. He has a red cape and is called to Prince duty quite frequently. Truly, Luke is the Prince of Brothers Who Can Be Bribed With Lollypops To Play Dress Up With Their Sisters.

9. Secret sources site Lee’s reduced 2005 travel to the often speculated upon but never actually confirmed Hilton Honors Diamond Club policy regarding over usage of the “unlimited” tiny soaps. Accordingly, he is now only a lowly Gold Plated Club Member.

10. Tracy continues to set new trends in Cullom Home Management. The Key Hook joins the Shoe Cabinet and Kids Job Charts in a revolution of organization that surprises many who know of Tracy’s disorderly past. Tracy sites St. Anthony, patron saint of the Lost, as her help and inspiration in keeping track of Stuff and for losing her keys 50 percent less than this time last year.

2004 Top Ten

Last year was the first time we did this list. I am just not a fan of the Christmas letter. I love the idea, shring what your family has been up to in the past year with folks you don't talk to or see much, but I don't think that I could write a good one. I am sure it would be boring and business-y and maybe just sound like a bunch of bragging. I got this idea from a great fun friend (also named Tracy) and we decided to make it a family tradition.


2004 ******* Family Top Eleven
(this one goes to eleven)

1. Ryan lost his first tooth.
2. Many Culloms battled the waves and made sandcastles in Hilton Head.
3. Lee and Tracy both attended weekend silent spiritual retreats (yes, silent!) and had wonderful experiences. They are looking forward to going again in 2005.
4. Jake is a founding member and current captain of the Animals Club.
They meet M-F during kindergarten recess at the Pinecrest Academy play ground. All animal lovers are welcome.
5. At last! After several strenuous attempts, Tracy successfully conquered Mt. Laundry. On September 3rd 2004, all items were clean and dry. However, not all were folded and Tracy has bravely set a new goal for 2005.
6. Lee maintained his Diamond Customer status with Hilton Hotels and is guaranteed unlimited clean towels and up to, but not exceeding, five tiny shampoos.
7. Look out Riverdance! Luke has mastered the Angry Two Year Old dance. For those who are unfamiliar with this expressive display, it is comprised of a series of powerful, yet intricate, foot stomps and militant fist waves. His proud parents are anxiously awaiting the budding young artist’s three-year-old dance interpretations, such as the Hokey Pokey.
8. Laine has finally grown enough hair to wear bows.
9. Jake and Ryan learned to swim and ride bicycles, two major milestones in a young boy’s life.
10. The Culloms spent Halloween weekend in Orlando with the McKee family. Luke and Laine were disgruntled clowns. Ryan was a black ninja. Jake turned heads as St. Michael the archangel. Although we were nearby, there was not a visit to see the Big Mouse during this trip.
11. Lee was asked to become a spokesman for the Hair Club For Men. He is considering the offer and his answer depends on the company’s ability to comply with his various demands, including a lifetime supply of Chili Cheese Fritos.

Rumors.......

I belong to a couple of yahoo groups about China adoptions. One is very general and others are for people with close LIDs and/or using the same agency.

Every couple of weeks people start writing what their agencies are telling them about when the next batch will be coming and what LIDs it will include. All of the rumors are just exhausting.
One current, and often repeated rumor says that the next group will be mailed out next week and will include LIDs up to 5/10. Another says they won't come for 3 more weeks and will only include the last half of April. It is an emotional rollercoaster just reading these speculations.
So why do I keep reading them? Because I have become a rumor addict and these yahoo boards are my shady connection to some cheap fix.

It really is crazy because sometimes there will be totally contradictory rumors circulating about the referrals and some even come from an agency. I am not sure why the dates and the timing are so shrouded in mystery.

During the Big Wait I have learned so much about myself and grown in character and virtue too I hope. Simplicity is a virtue I am working on and the adoption process has been a perfect setting to be challenged and to grow in simplicity.

This process has revealed that I am a closet control freak. Well, maybe it was a secret to me and everyone else already knew that. Anyway, at least now I know that is a tendency and I can really try to overcome it.

So while these rumors get me tense and/or excited at times, I have learned to take them with a grain of salt. This is not to say that I am immune to the rumor drug, but maybe I am building an immunity to the highs and lows of the news. I am going to be travelling over the Christmas weekend and I am challenging myself not to check any of the boards until I get home on Tuesday.

Where is our baby?!

For those not familiar with the way a China adoption works here is a brief overview: You gather tons of paperwork and documentation including birth certificates, marriage cerificate, police clearance and more. You also have visits with a social worker and a homestudy done. After you gather up all of this, all of the paperwork has to go through a very complete certification process that the Chinese require to proove that you are indeed who you claim to be and that everyone who signed off on your paperwork is legit too. In fact the final step is authentication of all of this paperwork done by the Chinese Consulate themselves, just to make sure all of the Americans who signed off on this were not lying too. Anyway after all of this is complete it is translated and sent to the CCAA, the Chinese government agency that handles all China adoptions and your dossier is logged in. This is when we get the v.v. super important Log In Date (LID) Ours is 5/23.

Then you just wait. It is called the Big Wait. China will send back a group of matches (referrals, a specific baby that your family is approved to adopt and matched with) about once a month. This group includes families that have specific LIDs in a given range. This range is variable, sometimes it is a whole month, sometimes less. Lately it has been about 2 weeks worth, that is why we did not get a referral in late November like we had originally thought.

The last group of referrals was recieved Dec. 10th. It included families who were LID 4/1-4/14.
So that is where things stand. We really just don't know when we will get our referral, but we are looking at March maybe? If the CCAA is only matching 2 weeks at a time then March would seem seem be logical, right?

BUT......the CCAA is pretty unpredictable. Before the October referrals were recieved, the CCAA had been matching whole months at a time and it is a possibility that they could do so again.

A year ago today.........

It was exact one year ago today that Lee and I decided to pursue the adoption of our daughter in China. I remember because it was the Third Sunday of Advent and also the Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe We soon picked our agency. At that time we and later in January or February I wrote this email, I borrowed a lot (with permission!), but I think I tried to throw it together with my own personal voice. Note how the wait has increased to about 9 months!


Dear family and friends,

For a few of you this is old information, but some of you haven't heard our exciting news yet . . . our family is in the process of adopting a daughter from China! We are thrilled and excited beyond belief, and are working hard to bring our daughter home. As we have been sharing our news with both family and friends, many questions have arisen. Questions regarding our initial decision to adopt, questions regarding the adoption process, and specific questions regarding adoption from China. We are writing this letter to fill you in on the details, both large and small. We want to give everyone the opportunity to understand how we came to this decision and how we are moving through the adoption process. Be prepared, this is a long letter, if you aren't interested in the details, just skim along and look for what interests you.

Why Adopt?
For some, the news that we are adding another daughter to our family came as a huge surprise, and to many our family seems complete. For years I (Tracy) have dreamed that our family would be able to participate in the miracle of adoption. I don't know how or exactly when the dream began, but I've been interested in adoption for more years than I can remember. After giving birth to the twins, we made a decision we now regret that we would not have any more biological children. The years have gone by quickly and Lee and I have had some discussions regarding adoption. While we would discuss adoption, sometimes casually and sometimes at length, we never felt called to pursue it in earnest. That is until this last winter. We really can't explain it, but we both felt God tugging at our heart that we were meant to have another daughter. Our conversations turned to action. We called an adoption agency and began collecting information.

So, calls were made, paperwork was gathered and we prayed and prayed and prayed.

Why China?
There were several factors that we looked at when determining where we would adopt from. Ultimately, we believe God led us to China because that is His will for our family, but the process of learning about the millions of orphans worldwide has been heart wrenching and convicting. There are more than 30 million orphaned children around the world. Nearly 2 million of these children are in China, and it is estimated that only 2% of these children are ever given a forever family and a place to call home. Every year in China, hundreds of thousands of baby girls are put into orphanages. Adoption resources estimate that only 6,000 to 8,000 of these orphans are adopted each year. Those precious children that are left behind will grow up in the orphanage, and at age 18 will "age out" and be sent out to live on their own, usually with very little or no training, skills or source of income. The figures are staggering, and the stories are heart breaking.
One of the factors that contributed to our decision to adopt from China was the fact that we felt called to have another daughter. China's orphanages are filled to overflowing with little girls . . . just waiting for their forever family. Another factor that we considered was travel. When adopting from China we will travel just once, at the very end of the process, to meet our daughter face to face and bring her home. Many other countries that are open to adoption require at least two trips, that circumstance just did not seem feasible to us. We have talked with others about domestic adoption and foster adopt. We considered both, but ultimately feel God's strong call to adopt from China.

The Process
The adoption process from China has four major steps:
#1 The Paper Chase
This process includes applying to the adoption agency of your choice and completing a Home Study. The Home Study is a thorough investigation into your personal, professional, financial and family life. It involves page after page of questions, medical information, letters of reference and financial statements. Also included in the paper chase is the application to the Immigration Department to bring a foreign adopted child into the US. (We are told that this application could take anywhere from 2 weeks to 8 months, and is a really hurdle to cross during the paper chase process.) Once the Home Study is complete and the official documents are gathered, all the documents must then be sent to various government agencies to be notarized, certified and authenticated. Whew! I'm tired just typing about it! Once all of these papers are complete, they will be considered an official Dossier that will then be sent to China. Once in China our dossier will be given a log in date, a date of huge importance during our journey. It is estimated right now that the date to receive the referral of your child typically comes six months after your log in date.
#2 The Wait
After months of paper chasing, once we have a LID (logged in date) in China we will begin waiting. We anticipate waiting six months or so, and we should be able to estimate when our referral is coming based on many internet adoption sites we now belong to. Each month we will be able to virtually "watch" other families receive their referrals and see how the wait time is progressing. The reason for the six month or so wait time, is that our papers will now be at the CCAA, China Center for Adoption Affairs, a Chinese Government Bureau that handles all international adoptions. Once there our papers will be translated, process and in general shuffled around until we are matched with our daughter.
#3 The Referral
Once China has matched us to our child, they will send us a photo or two of our child along with as much information as they have (which probably won't be much). We are specifically requesting a girl, under the age of 1. We expect that at referral our little girl will be between the ages of 6 and 12 months old. While some are surprised to hear that we will have no say or choice of what little girl we receive, we actually are thrilled with the process . . . we believe God has known from before time began who was meant to be in our family, and we are just waiting for Him to reveal her to us! The referral will hopefully include some general information about her personality and interests, and we will not be surprised if she has the typical "orphanage haircut." Many children in the orphanages are given very short haircuts in order to help promote cleanliness. Upon acceptance of our daughter, we will then be given travel approval from China and expect to travel within 6 to 8 weeks post referral. We already dream of Referral Day and what it will be like to "give birth" via adoption . . . we just can't wait! Given the way things are moving along, we can very tentatively estimate that we receive a referral in October 2005.
#4 The Travel
Once we receive our referral, we will know exactly where in China our little girl is waiting for us. Our travel will take approximately 10 to 14 days. We will fly first to the province in China where our little girl lives in an orphanage. We would expect to be united with our daughter within the first day or two after we arrive. We must spend 4 to 5 days in the province processing much of the Chinese adoption paperwork. We might also have the opportunity to visit our daughters orphanage, and perhaps her abandonment site (more on that later). After finishing our paperwork within the province, we will travel to Guangzhou, China where the US Consulate is located. This city is home to almost 7 million people and literally caters to the adoption community with lavish hotels, stores, and touristy type things. It is here that we will process our daughters' US Visa and passport and have a cursory medical exam. Once all of our work is done there, we will fly home to be united with our entire family!

China's Adoption Crisis

We would like to share with you some of the history as to why so many little girls live in and/or grow up in orphanages throughout China. Please realize that we share this information with you to help you understand all the emotions we are experiencing as we go through this process, and also to help you understand where our daughter is coming from. Some day at the appropriate time we will share this information with our daughter.

Birth Facts in China

China is the most populous country in the world with 1.2 billion people . . . that is 22% of the world's population. China has had a one child policy for the last several decades, and it is enforced to varying degrees within different regions of its country. Two years ago urban Chinese were granted the right to have two children per family, but not every family and every region is granted this privilege. In some places, a couple must apply to the government and receive an authorized schedule of with it is "their turn" to try for pregnancy. The penalties for having unauthorized children are severe and can consist of being fined a year's wages, the loss of a job, imprisonment, social ostracism, etc. Forced abortion has been a common practice to both eliminate an unwanted pregnancy or a baby girl. There are other, equally barbaric choices, that are made once a baby girl is born if an abortion was not performed while pregnant. But there is another choice, for those unwilling or unable to care for their child, they can abandon their baby in a public place, knowing that the child will be picked up, taken to a local police station and "logged in", and then placed in an orphanage. We have spent many hours imagining the agony those millions of mothers have faced when giving up their child. What must it be like to leave your child on the steps of the police station, and then hope that she might be one of the lucky ones who will be adopted into a home where she can be cared for and loved forever? The heartache that must follow these mothers forever just haunts us.

Baby Boys

China is primarily an agricultural country where hard labor is necessary for survival, and therefore there is a need for men and boys. Cultural practice also maintains the desire for a son. It is the son who will take care of the aging parents and carry on the family name and farm. In a country where this is no social security, pensions or retirement plans, a son is the security a family seeks. When a Chinese daughter grows up and marries, it is with her inlaws that she will live and serve.

Abandonment of Baby Girls

It is illegal in most of China to give birth to a second child. It is also illegal to abandon a child, though many seem to have no other choice because there is no system in place for a parent to make an adoption plan and place their child with another family. It is a relative Catch 22 for birthparents, forcing literally millions of parents to abandon their child anonymously. Some birthmothers leave a note of the child's birth day and possibly a bit more information, but for most abandoned daughters of China, there is no birth record or history to be traced. It is then up to the orphanage to give each child a name and birthdate.

Chinese Orphanages

There are about 1,000 orphan facilities in China, also know as Social Welfare Institutes (SWI). Only about 250 of these SWI's are licensed for international adoption. Those that are licensed receive income from the adoption fees; this income enables them to provide a relatively good environment for the children. Although many of these orphanages are short of resources and cannot give each child adequate personal attention, the caregivers do seem to become quite attached to the children. Because of the love and care the children do receive, babies from China, in general, are not showing significant attachment problems. While some children may be malnourished and many will be somewhat developmentally delayed, those who are adopted seem to be able to quickly overcome these initial set-backs. Please pray, not just for our future daughter, but for all of the precious children who are growing up without homes. It seems a bleak picture, but the more we are aware and praying and seeking to make a difference, the more beautiful the picture can become.

The saddest part of the orphanage story is the remaining 750 or so orphanages that have very little resources available because they are not participating in international adoption. These orphanages are unable to provide basic services like nutrition, medical care, education, or even heat. The plight of these children is practically unimaginable. Please pray. If you are led, there are many organizations and resources available to help these children who are desperately in need.

When We Return: Bonding

We will expect that our daughter will go through a sort of grieving process when we first take her in to our family. While in China we expect and actually hope for her to grieve the loss of the only caretakers she has ever known. Her grief would actually indicate a healthy ability to attach and bond with others. While we hope that our new daughter will be able to bond with us relatively easily and quickly, we realize this may not be the case. It will take her awhile to realize we are permanent and she is not going with anyone else. We will want to be very sensitive to our daughters need for attachment and bonding, so we will be taking every precaution we see necessary at the time. When we return home it will seem to our little girl like her entire world has been turned upside down, and in fact it will have. Every sight, sound, smell and taste will be new to her. She may take everything in stride or she may be overwhelmed for a few weeks. Please be patient with us when we return. If you come for a visit and we don't immediately pass her around, please know that we are just trying to make the most wise decisions possible to enable our daughter to adjust to her new and exciting life.

To sum it all up, we are humbled by God's gift to us that we are receiving by the miracle of adoption. We are thankful for your interest in our journey, and we hope that if you have any questions at all during this process you would feel free to ask us.

Thank you already for your sweet love and support,
Lee and Tracy

PS. If you are interested further to learn more about women in China and the factors leading to this gender imbalance and preference in China, we have a few suggestions!

Wild Swans, by Jung Chang - This is not about adoption, but is is a wonderful biography and autobiography of 3 generations of women in China throughout the 20th century. It really gave me some insights on to how and why China is the country it is today.

The Lost Daughters of China, by Karin Evans

Wanting a Daughter, Needing a Son, Kay Ann Johnson, Amy Klatzkin

Lisa Ling hosted a National Geographic special on "China's Lost Girls". It is now on DVD and may be repeated on the National Geographic Explorer channel. She was also on Oprah to discuss the special and that may be in reruns as well.

PPS. China accepts potential international adoptive parents from ages 30-55ish and also a limited number of single women.........just in case you were wondering!

Next Generation

This was taken this summer at Lee's cousin's wedding. The kids include my 4 (the pasty ones) and their cousins. Will and Jack are Paul and Kim's twins. Paul is Lee's cousin and Kim is his wife. Kim was adopted from Korea and has graciously endured my pesty questions about being an interracial adoptee. The beautiful little girl on the bottom step is Isabelle. She is 5 and she is Alicia and Noe's daughter. Alicia is Lee's cousin. Alicia's dad (Lee's uncle) is from Chile and Noe is from Mexico.

On APC lately, race discussions have pretty much dominated the list. When we first decided to adopt, race just was a non-issue. I did talk with Kim and was able to get some insight on being an Asian American adoptee, but she is just one lady, as sweet as she is. Her reaction to the adoption was very positive and so for the next few months the inter-racial aspect of the adoption really was put further on the back burner. I was tucking this thought into the back of my mind; "Hey c'mon, I talked to Kim! She was adopted from Korea and look how great she turned out!" Yeah a kind of cop out I know, but we were pretty busy with the paperchase, then the move etc....

Now with all of this new time to kill waiting for the damn referral I guess I will reluctantly get my head out of my ass. I should start paying more attention to this issue and internally address the realities my daughter might encounter living as a Chinese adoptee. Thanks CCAA, like I need one more thing to obsess over. Great.

I understand that I do need to be more aware(?) of the ding dongs who might think less, or more, about my daughter because she is Chinese. What I am confused about though is exactly what I can actually do. Do I need to sit down with my kids (7,6, 3 and 3) and have a briefing or something on how to handle Racist Jerks who might dis their baby sister? That just doesn't seem authentic to me though. Honestly, I don't want us to become a a very special episode of Family Ties or something.

I think in the reality of our family they will all learn (Baby Smoosh included) to deal with the racism as they see us doing. And we will always talk openly with them when the questions and comments happen. Our social worker mentioned that we are already dealing with being Highly Visible Family and that is certainly a good thing we have going for us as an adoptive family (yay us!). She was referring, of course, to the fact that we have 4 small kids, including a set of the oh so adorable and coveted boy/girl twins.

We hadn't thought of it before, but we do have experience dealing with some highly personal public questions regarding our family status. We get plenty of looks (usually ranging from looks of pity to looks of admiration of which we feel very unworthy. the pity ones of course.) Strangers have asked me intimate details about my sex life and fertility, sometimes in loud and insistent tones. Usually though our encounters with the Curious Strangers are more harmless, just annoying. At times when we are approached by a CS, my wary and jaded older boys break into a set routine with sometimes deadpan delivery.

CS: Say there, what a big family you have.....(pause while we wait for the comic genius)........You must have your hands full!

Jake, answering for Mom: yes sir, full of love.

Ryan: My name is Ryan. I am 6. They are Luke and Lainey. They are twins. They are three years old. That is Jake he is 7. He is the oldest.

Jake: We are not twins. We are 14 months apart.

CS: So are the twins identical?

Ryan: No,man! Luke is a boy!

CS: Are you sure? Cause they look an awful lot alike.

Jake semi discretely rolls his eyes. Ryan not so discretely sighs and looks up at me.

Patient Mother, trying to herd her flock of cats through the crowded parking lot, in the rain: Yes, we are sure. Have a nice day!

Trying Not to Waste Time

I was enduring the Wait just fine until the last couple of months. Now it is excruciating. I have to consciously and continuously push thoughts involving anything involving China, adoption, travel, babies, bird flu etc...out of my mind.

It is officially mid-November and Thanksgiving is just around the corner. There is so much to do this time of year and I really really really want to enjoy this season and live in the present. It is important not just for my kids' sake but my own. I cannot just spend this season passing time away until we will get more news on the referral.

We are leaving for the Farm on Monday and will be there for about a week. Lots of folks that we do not see very often will be there. (My MIL have several random relatives and distant relations. I am just a married in folk, but I have always been warmly welcomed) I have been there once before 4 yeras ago. I had just found out I was PG, but we didn't know it was twins yet. I felt pretty crappy and I still enjoyed the trip overall.

This year will surely be even better. The kids are older, I won't be barfing and my SIL Nancy will be there too.

When we get back it will be the beginning of Advent. I am looking into starting a new tradition for our family this year, the Jesse Tree. It is where you set up a tree (real or fake, miniature or big, even a poster) and then add an ornament a night until Christmas. The ornaments all represent a Biblical event or prophecy leading to the birth of Christ.

I also thought it would be nice to give it away after Christmas to another family, passing along the tradition and then each year making another one.

Push Repeat Button

I went to a get together last night with my friends from college. Lauren was in town from Savannah so it was a good excuse for everyone to see each other. We took the kids and they were actually terrific and didn't destroy Ashley's home.

The sucky thing was having to answer the question "So, how's the adoption going?" 6 times! I kid you not. I should have just gathered everyone in a room and made a Big Announcement at one time. This was what I actually said (for full effect, re-read this 6 tmes): "Well, we originally thought we would be travelling sometime in January, but there is some big holdup in China. We are just hoping to be able to go by summer"

Then, after each of the 6 statements we had a mini Q and A where they would ask the basic 5 Ws and I acted like a PR person for Chinese adoption trying to field questions from reporters.

For some, the difference between domestic and Chinese adoption became more clear and there was just some good old fashioned edumacation going on. I was able to share why we chose China and that even though there is a delay in the referals we are at least 99 percent sure that we will be getting a daughter, unlike some domestic adoption situations where there is much more uncertainty.

However, there is one big unspoken question that remains for almost everyone who learns of our decision to adopt "Why in the world are you adopting when you already have 4 kids?" I know this question is hovering in their minds and is sometimes at the tip of their tongue. How do I know this? Because I am a mind reader! And of course, I probably would have the same thought if I met a family like us.

So, what I have to say is......None of your stinkin' business, you nosy noodle!

Nah, not really. I would love to explain, but the truth is there is just not a short easy way to explain this. Sorry, no neat little soundbite. Maybe I will blog about this because I think it is probably something my daughter will wonder as well and I want to be able to fully explain why we felt so compelled and driven to pursue her adoption.

Likely, it will be a lifelong process of helping her understand our unconditional love for her, just like for all of our kids. She will have the added questions of why me? why now? and why China? Maybe it will take a life time to explain the answers to her.

Nonetheless, I will try valiantly to reduce a lifetime of understanding to a simple blog. Nutty.

About Last Night

Last night Lee and I went to dinner and met several couples from the Atlanta area who are also adopting from China and who are DTC/LID near us (5/23) It was great to sit down and talk about things like the current referral delays and how we came to choose China.

Several ladies keep blogs and I felt so guilt for neglecting my own poor little blog, so here I am. Hi. Miss me?

So it looks like we will not be getting our referral at the end of November. In fact it might even be February. Apparently the CCAA has just stopped sending out referrals in the same time frame as they had been. They have really slowed down. My friend who adopted last year was LID in mid-June and was home from China with her daughter by February! The way things are looking now, we might not be travelling to China until March.

I am trying to be positive and I know that someday we will look back on this time and realise that all of this makes sense. We know that our daughter will be placed with us in God's time and as much as it confounds me, His timetable is usually much different than mine!

I promise to be a good blogger and really figure out how to use this thing and add pictures, bells and whistles.

My Summer Vacation

Well not really a vacation actually. About the only thing vacation-like about this summer was the way it flew by. Big changes this summer for The Fam. We sold our 3 yr. old suburban McMansion (the first time I heard that term I was slightly offended, but well, it really fits) and moved closer to the Big City.

We are technically still in the 'burbs but we are so much closer to L's office and the grands. By closer I mean around the corner! It used to take him about 2 hrs of drive time every day on average to get to and home from work. Now, he calls me and says "hon there is traffic and instead of being home in 7 min. , I will be home in 13. Sorry, please don't beat me. " L travels quite a bit too so between the commute and the travel we were not seeing so much of each other. The kids missed him, I missed him, he missed the kids and he missed me (so he says.....)

Thus we packed up our stuff and moved. Our new home was built in 77 and has been sort of updated. It is smaller, mostly because we do not have a sweet basement with a movie theater and wet bar anymore. But now we have an incredible flat cul-de-sac and a nice sized playroom. I really love our new/old house and I told L that after living here 3 weeks it feels more like home than our old/new home felt after three. The layout is perfect and of course the location could not really be better.

The boys all have one room with awesome IKEA bunkbeds that L and I put together. I also got some cool torch looking wall lamps that have a 'flickering' option to make it look all flamelike. IKEA again. Only 15 bucks for those lamps!

Laine will share a room with her new sister, but for now she has her own 'space' where she can meditate and just get away from it all. Her own private oasis in this mess of boyness. Mostly she just jumps on the bed though. Not that she is allowed to jump on the bed mind you, but she is one persistant little lady.

Lee and I share a room too. We have a lovely queen for now and have no plans to move up to a king. Although, come to think of it, many people have lobbyed for us to get a king. I wonder why? Are they getting a stipend or finder's fee from Haverty's? Why do these folks care about the size of our our bed? Is there a King Bed Cult? Are they trying to recruit us?

Anyway lots of sharing going on here which is just normal for a family of 6 soon to be seven!

So anyway with the move and all this summer went by so fast. Faster than any summer since I was in grade school I believe. A hyper-speed summer is actually a good thing this year because it has helped to pass the Big Wait until our referral. I am still hoping for a November referral. So hurry on up Labor Day, Columbus Day, Arbor Day and Halloween!

Am I crazy?

It is very possible that I will be re-using this title again and again.

Tonight I took the kids up to PA because the high schoolers had their spring play "You're a Good Man Charlie Brown" BTW....the actors were good, but man is that a pretty bad play.....

Jake and Ryan were pretty well behaved. They enjoyed seeing the older kids up there on stage. L and L were another story. Mainly Luke. He squirmed and just would not be still. I think he was ticked that everyone wasn't looking at him and clapping for him. Laine watched it mostly and only got a bit restl towards the end. I loved looking at her as she sat in that big chair with her ankles crossed and looked up intently at the stage. I could almost see the stars in her eyes!

It is hard going anywhere with them now that they are PT. They want to go like every 30 min. They just enjoy public restrooms really. Oh and Luke has to strip his pants and his underwear completely off. What a PITA.

I just keep trying to remember that by the time we have Baby Smoosh that they will be so much better and easier and be able to do more for themselves. I may just be kidding myself but it is working for me now, okay?

Short Version of the Paperchase

Ok I am a lamo and I have not written at all about the paperchase part of this adoption process. The truth is it is just not very exciting. You see it is just a bunch of paperwork and red tape. Honestly it is tedious and boring, not too much diary material.

Now though I am regretting not at least writing down what steps we did when, how the homestudy went and when we were fingerprinted etc etc blah blah blah. But I am not going to wallow in the regret too much because...................da da da....IT IS ALL DONE!!!

[this was going to be a short post about how we are now done with the paperwork, but I got a bit sidetracked] Yes, that is right, we finished the paperchase in what I am sure is record time. We are lucky because we have never been married before or had bizzare name changes or criminal histories..uh oh.... I mean I have no criminal history. L on the other hand has quite the rap sheet we discovered.

***** County government has a memory like an elephant. We had to request all the court findings and records bearing his name because he had a hazy and vauge memory of being written a ticket for underage possesion. The record we got has about 4 things on it though! It even included traffic violations from when he was 16! Whew!

No arrests though, right? Just some tickets, right?
Right?

uh uh.

My sweet husband is actually a felon! He was wanted in the state of Florida for skipping out on probabtion. He was leading a double life. However, it is all in the open now. It is with great shame that I reveal to the cyber world that my husband L was arrested at the age of 19 (nineteen, y'all for heaven's sake!) for shoplifitng a shark tooth necklace ( 2.99$) from Alvin's Island in Destin, Fl. Oh and if you are ever there shopping for trinkets and cheesy souveniers and you see him, please do not tell the manager because as part of his sentencing he was banned from Alvin's for life. I will let L be the one to explain the lurid and sordid details of his criminal past. Please, just don't ask him in the middle of the store.

Unbelieveably, the United States still saw fit to grant us the much coveted I171H which is our Official Permission to Adopt a Foreign Orphan. Halleluia!

Finally all of our paperwork,including 12 pictures of 'family life', is at our agency in Denver (Chinese Children Adoption International) and it is currently being translated and will be mailed to China next week.