*picture from my MIL's (aka The Queen of Christmas Decorating)*
Our parish has an elementary (k-8) school. It is a nice school with small classes and good teachers. Last spring I met a neat woman on the soccer fields whose five kids attend and she is now the Spiritual Life
coordinator for this year. A couple of weeks ago she shocked me by calling and asking me to come speak at an event they are having called
Preparing Our Hearts and Our Homes for the Holidays. "C?" I said, "Um, you know I
homeschool the kids right? Is that ok? I mean I'm not a parent there."
Yes, of course she knew, and she still wanted me. She said the Holy Spirit kept bringing my name to her when she was planning though and she was sure I would have something great to share. Listening to her, I felt a sinking sensation in my stomach.
Oh no! I've been praying about this, about how I can serve in my parish. Oh dear, it looks like this is your answer, Lord. Wait, can I change my prayer real quick? See, I am not a public speaker. I have no problem chatting and talking and often in small groups of friends I later wonder if I've talked too much! But in front of a large group? With a microphone?
Um, no. In fact, I'm getting butterflies just sitting here typing this!
But, I said yes.
Fast forward a few weeks and Boom! The thing is tomorrow night. I have written it all out and I will probably just be standing up there reading. I am going to do this. *sigh* I'm sure it will be fine. I do feel strongly that this is something I am
supposed to do and that God will just make it work somehow, but I am still intimidated. I just want it to be over already and not looming in front of me.
So, if you have a moment and can spare me a quick prayer for my nerves I would so appreciate it!